I'm autistic, ex-bipolar, and attracted to other guys (gay/SSA/whatever). More importantly, I'm a son of God and faithful member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (Mormons). My life is usually amazing. This is my story of hope, happiness, and faith.
Sunday, September 4
A Spark.
A Spark.
Is it fake? A fantasy? A surrealization of what cannot be? Or is it real, and miracles do happen?
My heart is light, my eyes are bright, I woke up smiling while I slept last night. Can it be, that a girl can be the focus of my mind?
I see her lips, the way she laughs, the passion shining in her eyes; her voice surrounds me as it echoes in the dark.
And this morning, I give thanks, whether true or just a glance, to God on high... for He has let me feel a spark.
Mormon Guy
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That sounds really amazing that you have a girl on the heart and mind.
ReplyDeleteI have thoroughly enjoyed reading and learning from your blog. Thank you for your courage, faith, and insight. Through your blog, I have gained a better understanding of the perspective of someone who is gay, yet still tries his best to have faith in the gospel. I know the Lord will bless you.
ReplyDeleteYeah! :D
ReplyDeleteThis makes me smile. :)
This makes me smile. :) I love the rhyming.
ReplyDeletethis is so sweet.
ReplyDeleteoh wow...that is fantastic for you!
ReplyDeleteYay!!
ReplyDeletehave you seen this on the lds newsroom sight?
ReplyDeletehttp://newsroom.lds.org/article/role-bloggers-journalists
Becky: Thanks for the link; I hadn't seen the article. And for anyone else reading, the spark is totally out. One-way sparks don't work very well, but at least I felt *something*.
ReplyDeleteAt least you know that the spark is possible!!!
ReplyDelete"Something" is definitely something!
ReplyDeletemaybe if you let her read your poem the spark will be contagious...everybody likes to be the focus of somebody else [at least I do]!!!
ReplyDeleteI love the poem....wow on feeling a spark. I hope you feel more
ReplyDeleteCan I just say I am so proud of you for accepting this personal challenge from your HF with such humility and dignity and grace. I honor the way you have chosen to live your life. Faith always! With love, T
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