Some days I wish the world would disappear. That all the stress and frustration and angst that I fight each day would wash away.
Some days I feel I have to be alone, but then feel the loneliness so keenly that I wish I couldn't feel at all.
Some days I look up at the sky and can't find pictures in the clouds. Just short breaths of shade between the blazing sunlight. No beauty in the wind whispering in the trees... just a short breath of relief from flies and bugs.
Some days I find it hard to deal with people who don't understand... who will probably never understand... and I wish that I were totally alone.
And some days, when nothing seems to help... I don't know what to wish for.
Today is one of those days.